tonight my back feels likes it's breaking....i'm so tired...i've been cleaning up and putting away my christmas....this is when i wish i didn't use so many decorations...at the first of december it's always so exciting and pretty to have the decorations up...and then as the month goes on, it gets messier and more crowded, until christmas when it's out of control...and then it's time to clean up...but, tonight, even though i feel exhausted...i feel good...right now the house seems a bit empty because i haven't put my stuff out yet...some people might say, keep it that way...but, tomorrow i will redecorate...this is the fun part, when you get to change things around and make a room seem new and fresh....and the end of all the hard work i always feel happy to look around...it is a new and fresh beginning...like the new year...now, to just keep the feeling all throughout the year......